We decided to give eric a surprise for his bday on monday. 
Charlene, KR and myself appear at his office, but apparently bday boy went home alr.
so we flew all the way to his house and appeared with a brownie cake. 
Went to bugis for dessert. 

Anw friends come and go, i sure do hope you'll stay ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BDAY BOY!  
 

Charlene babe, Eric and myself.


Ive only recieved 2 pictures, will upload more when i recieved the rest.  

Anw i know my blog has been really emotional/sick because i keep rattling about the same old stuff, 
which disgust me as much as it does to you.
but this is gonna change. 
Im making an effort to learn from my mistakes and not be silly this time round. 
I promise. 
No more broken promises. 

okay today im leaving for sure. 
i shall not be silly and let you continue with this game. 
you just need someone to fill that space, which i have been doing.
feels great of cos when ive got your full attention and recieving the sweetest messages everyday.
but at the end of the day, i know how you are feeling. 
your company was great but too much for me to handle without emotions.
so im backing out before things gets deeper. 
cos youre not the one at the losing end, i am.  
please just go back to what really made you happy.

no its not gonna be easy leaving such memories behind, but im pretty much determine. 

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, IM AVAILABLE AGAIN. hahahha cos no one is gonna have priority like before.

bye.

ALLY'S BDAY PARTY LAST SAT. 
(and we all know that charlene will take 10years to send me the photos right)

ARENA LATER AT NIGHT. 

 
Sharon babe, Charan and Myself. 


Caramel, Danny, Charan and Donna.
 
 
Dan, Simran, Justin and donna. 

 
Some arena loving. 

 
Danny, finally i saw him. 


The twins in white and blue! 
 

Amit, Sharon, Donna, Jasjeet. 
SHOTS!  

everyone shouldnt watch THE MUMMY, cos i dont think its nice.
its lame la. 
i wanna watch LOVE GURU, who wanna watch?!

[	Current Mood	|	lethargic	]
[	Current Music	|	-	]

Not a day went pass without me thinking about you. 
I still remembered how sweet you were, put a smile on my face whenever i recieved your calls or msgs. 
Guess you wouldnt have a slightest clue how much i miss you now. 
You probably thought i was like those girls you meet at clubs who goes round flirting with every single guy. 
You obviously got it all wrong. 
You left w/o saying anything, why couldnt you ask?
I was for real, but guess it too late.
Oh wells maybe you were in it all for the fun. 
Thanks for making me end up in square 1.  



Donna, remember how you got in this with your eyes open knowing for the fact that these type of guys only use their parent's money and good looks to get girls right, and yet you refuse to believe thinking you bloody hell can make a difference. 
ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT. 

Busy week last week with dance performance and all. 

Mon-Wed - Boring school with endless projects
Thurs - Dance rehersal at victoria threater 
Friday - *Swirls of sensation concert day1, Clarke quay later at night.
Sat - *Swirls of sensation concert day2, Boat quay later at night.
(upload pictures on friday!)
Sun - Rites of acceptance w/ charlene babe. 

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Let me hit you off with some cadillac love. 

Youve got me all wrong, it was you all the while.
Couldnt you have asked me instead of leaving? 
I swear, you werent like the rest.  

Last week was a pretty busy week. 
im trying my best to be active in project discussions, but sometimes it just doesnt turn out well. 
so of cos my weekends are always a blast to save me from living hell (TP!) 


Friday 
Met lloyd and charlene in the morning to send SK off. 
2 years of living hell.
So we met for breakfast and of cos i had to spill tea all over myself infront of everyone. (yay)
Dance practice in the evening.
Celebrated yvonne's bday later at night. 
Went to clarke quay and hang out for awhile. 

Saturday 
Full dress rehersal at 8am! Obviously was late. 
Tiramisu baking class in the afternoon. 
Clubbed with sharon, her sis and her friends. 
Went to rupee room and head over to colaba after that. 
Im really into punjabi music recently, idk why. 
oh wells, im multi-racial you see. 
I listen to songs of all different languages! 

Sunday 
Forgot i had DPP meeting at 9 in the morning. 
Poor ally had to wait there all alone, but i did rush down. 
It became a gossip session in the end with ally and see tee. 
Not productive at all. 


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Btw im peforming in 2 weeks time. 

Event : Swirls of sensation 
Date : 25 and 26 july 2008
Time: Seated by 715pm
Venue: Victoria Threater
Tix prices are : $15, $20, $25 

It will be a dance performance by my former school, st. anthony's. 
Combination of indian modern dance, indian classical, modern dance. 
Do let me know if you guys want to purchase the tix!

CARNIVORE @ VIVO

 
Jess, ZG, Lloyd, Donna, SK, Char, Von & Lynn


The boys.

 
YUM. who wants to share?

 
Home sweet home. 

okay thats all the photos i got.
apparently tons are still in charlene's camera.
and of cos she takes @ least 1week to upload them and we'll just have to wait. 

SK is going in this friday, so we're having breakfast and sending him off. 
2 SOLID YEARS W/O ANY LIFE. 
damn.


Celebrating yvonne's bday over the weekend. 

[	Current Mood	|	awake	]
[	Current Music	|	Push it up on me - Jay Sean + Juddy D	]

Mon - Went over to gen's house to study with her and charlene ;) 
Tues - RCIA 
Wed - Tonilitis AGAIN, 4th time okay. 
Thurs - Tried doings GMP proj and DPP proj. 
Fri - PA LAB IS SHIT, met up with the rest at vivo for dinner. 

Met up with the rest after a very long time since some of us are doing our attachment.
Went to a brazillian restuarant @ VIVO. 
GOSH ITS SUPER AWESOME, ATE TILL I WANTED TO VOMIT. 
ive never eaten meat like that. 
The waiters comes ard bring freshly cooked meat and cuts it for you blah blah. 
(pictures will show) 

yeah SK gave us a treat. 
buffet was 37++ per person, obviously we paid half la. if not he can walk home later that night. 
he is going into NS nx friday, so he is apparently enjoying his remaining days. 
LOL 
will miss him for sure. 

okay will update with pictures tomorrow, everyone is not going to send me the pictures tonight, obviously.
GOOD NIGHT 



i feel much better already. 
i should feel completely alright by the end of next week, im positive.
now just concentrate on your studies!  

fuck i hate how emo my blog has turned into. 
so sick.

Back to school and it suck.
As usual, since when have you ever see me blogging about a wonderful school day. 
I officially hate PA!

Hols were far too short, i hardly enjoyed it. 
Then at least i did manage club despite working ;)

Last last sat - Arena 
Last sat - Arena again

I REALLY REALLY LIKE ARENA. 
The crowd is different, unlike MOS.
More matured and better looking crowd i must say.
Except for the fact that covercharge is a killer, but other than that, its pretty good.

And the music is so BLACK, my type. Live band is good too. 
You get to see "50cent" in spore.
 

xxx 

Things hasnt been good, 
I clubbed thinking i can forget what happened, but no.
Instead its all coming back to me.
Thank you eric, charlene and of cos fairus who tried their best to drive some sense into my brain.
Although nth much got through, i love you guys ;) 

Okay i wanna eat cos i keep getting hungry these few days.

Life cant get any better.
Ive been this way for the past few days. 
The reason why im depressed is ridiculous. 
There is no reason why i should be depressed. 
Doing silly things which i know wont help the next morninig is dumb. 

What she said was right, KARMA.
look at the way you treat guys, soon someone will do the same but twice worst than what you did before. 

Ugly guys can actually make girls cry.
Then what about the good looking ones, we should all stay clear of them.

OKAY SOME PICTURES FROM LAST WEEK

This is vaish, ultra crazy friend.
 


Little india - GOOD FOOD
 

We went shopping and bought junk.

Look at her SEXY green eyes!



Bugis with her also the following week. 
Yup she turned me into a indian girl. 
For the first time i dont look like some minah, YAY.


Then again i think i look funny.  
 

Had dinner with her till 10 then left for work. 
Work was alright, everyone thought i looked weird. HAH
Eric and charlene pop by ard 1plus to surprise me.
and got me famous rocher BEANCURD and DONUTS. 
=)))) 

Went back home with charlene at 6am. 

14JUNE2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRUS !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE !

[	Current Mood	|	calm	]
[	Current Music	|	my girls - hard kaur	]

okay so ive not been updating.
been busy with lots of stuff. 
will start updating more often!

met SAC clique 2 weeks ago.
yeah its been long, devi just texted to say that we're all clubbing on the 18th.
so thats good news =)

things been a little rough for me as in i myself am not to sure whats going on.
oh wells, i'll survive it.

 
RABI , the girl who no one thinks is malay

 
Michelle wee


As usual we take control of the cam.
 

My gf for the night. hahaha
 

Rabi teaching qing how to cam-whore.
 

WY looking fierce. 

anw my mom finally decided to cut her hair after 4 long years okay. 
pretty amazing lar its 4 years you know.
i think it looks better =)))


 
Before and after picture

 
Christmas last year and 2 days ago.



Of cos me. 

okay thats all.